June, onwards -
School’s out c:
Now to: rest, exercise, catch up on hobbies, and - hopefully - photo-shoot some before I head home for the summer!
Coming into June
#what's happening to me
I am counting down the days until I can model again, aka when school finishes. Then, hopefully, I will have more to post here. Thank you for your continued patience!
On another note, sudden chest-colds suck! #schickness
Talk soon. Mih
More casual iPhone photos of you in your unders please. ;)
Thank you for your interest! Hah, I was actually just going to post another silly photo of myself in my ‘wears from last week. It was from when I had just exercised a ton, and was feeling good c: Now, sadly, I feel quite run-down from a butt-load of homework!
Anyway, I hope that you stay tuned!
Today, I impromptu-shot with Mark. His model had cancelled for the day, and I had just been texting him about his new images and website-layout, so it seemed serendipitous. However, when it actually came to the modeling, I felt out-of-practice, and more concerned with my appearance than with enjoying the shoot itself. To be fair, I was unprepared - but that should never stop a good actress from performing, right? So, I later felt like I had failed both myself and him. I left feeling defeated and - sadly - ugly.
My lack-of-energy keeps me home-bound most of my days off, and so I have had trouble scheduling shoots that would not take away from, say, school the next day. Even the volunteer work that, ironically, I was required to do for a class last quarter, wiped me out on my days “off”.
I want to do more art. Maybe the first step is doing anything from painting to sewing (which I have been practicing lately) on my own, and then expanding to collaborating with others via modeling and music.
Hopefully, after I graduate, I can open up the can of creativity-worms all over again.